Il Y A Volkswagens – Kill Myself [7''] (1981, Mechanical Reproductions)

 

The obscure 7" single 'Kill Myself” by Il Y A Volkswagens is one of those rare artifacts from the early-1980s British underground that continues to intrigue collectors of post-punk and minimal synth. Though the project left behind only a small recorded legacy, its connection to influential producers and the broader experimental scene of the era has given the record a lasting cult reputation. 

Released in 1981 on the small independent label Mechanical Reproductions, 'Kill Myself' features the title track on the A-side and “American Dream” on the B-side. Its stark, lo-fi production and repetitive structure reflect the raw aesthetic that defined many DIY post-punk releases of the period. Despite its limited distribution, the single became a minor underground curiosity and has since been rediscovered by collectors and DJs interested in early minimal synth and experimental post-punk.  

"Kill Myself" is built around a minimalist arrangement: rigid drum machine patterns, skeletal synth lines, and detached vocals that emphasize the bleak humor of the lyrics. The song’s repeated phrase -“I’m gonna kill myself / And watch it on television”- captures the dark irony and media-obsessed paranoia typical of the early-1980s post-punk mindset. The track’s hypnotic repetition and rough recording style give it a confrontational quality that feels closer to performance art than to conventional pop songwriting. 

Behind the project were Eric Radcliffe and John Fryer, two figures who would later become respected producers and engineers within the British alternative music scene. Radcliffe would go on to run the influential Blackwing Studios in London, while Fryer became widely known for his production work and for being one of the core members of This Mortal Coil. Their collaboration under the name Il Y A Volkswagens appears to have been a short-lived studio project rather than a conventional touring band.

The project is often associated with the wider Leicester post-punk scene, which produced a number of experimental groups in the late 1970s and early 1980s. Members of that scene later formed or participated in other bands, including The Apollinaires, illustrating the fluid, interconnected nature of the UK’s underground music communities at the time.

 

Label: Mechanical Reproductions – MR 001, Mechanical Reproductions – 001 

Format: Vinyl, 7", 45 RPM 

Country: UK 

Released: 1981 

Style: New Wave, Post-Punk, Art Punk, Noise Rock, Indie Rock 

 

Tracklist: 

A Kill Myself 3:16 

B American Dream 3:00 

 

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